It's not working as quick as I expected. And I'm not getting some of the results I anticipated. But there are subtle clues, and more than coincidental occurrences. But I'm still fighting with myself because I've asked for something (like ordering something) and I'm expecting it, but my mind keeps inserting "what if" or "how" and I'm not fully believing it will happen. But, on the other hand, I know it will. Geez, talk about undermining yourself!
I can't really talk about it with my husband because he's still at step one, and anything I say now falls on disbelieving ears. And I refer back to an earlier question: If one person starts truly using the powers within, and the partner keeps contradicting, will one negate the other? If our lives are so intertwined and I ask for money, and he keeps expressing disbelief or negativity, will the money come for me? (It's quite acceptable to ask for money.)
I've started meditating for 15 minutes before I go to bed at night. Because my husband's 2nd job starts at 11:30 p.m., I'm free of distraction after he leaves. It's very simple to do and came from one of the books I read. Set an alarm to wake you in 15 minutes then sit quietly and comfortably--hands resting apart--, close your eyes and concentrate on your breathing. If some of your problems or questions try to come to mind, focus harder on your breathing. I'm not going to put down some of the results I've experienced until tomorrow so as not to influence anyone else's meditation expectations.
I think, because of the results of the meditation at night, that I'll try adding 15 minutes in the morning and see if I have different experiences because of the time I meditate. (I NEVER thought I would meditate, and what's really funny is that every time I think of meditation I think of the Beatles meditating.) I'm also looking forward to different experiences happening the more I meditate. This could be very interesting! (okay, now I thought of "Hogan's Heroes")
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